life is never a straight line..

2moro I will sit for 2 tests in a row...but these few days, there are things happen- make me suddenly think about life.. I becoming more and more confirmed that life is really not a straight line..it is just cant be replaced by a certain formulas and there are many times, things wont happen as u think it will....what you give out is not the same thing on what will return to you... we should need to be prepared every time and everywhere,and always b creative- think of many sides of the things, for me, if i lack of this, i sure will gonna fall in the trap n get suffered..i try to avoid that happen...so, i always try 2 THINK MOST, FEEL THE NOBLES AND ACTS THE BEST.....

Sharing is Caring

There was a story which I once heard from a senior, it is a true story that quite touches my heart. It was said to be happened in one of a children Buddhist Camp in Malaysia here. Most of those children participants are just about 5 to 12 years old participated in this Buddhist Camp which organized by university students. As usual Buddhist camp, there was a reverend invited to lead the Buddhist camp and to teach some teaching of the Buddha. To lead those children during the camp, those children were divided into groups and each group will be taking care by a university student, as mitra during the camp.

So, in this very camp, there was a special incident happened. During one of the meal time, the reverend restricted those mitras from taking their meal and told those children participant that their mitras can not eat the meals as there is no more food for them. This incident happened unexpectedly as those mitras, camp’s committee members and children felt shocked. As the relationship between mitras with their group quite close because they have played together in this camp before this event, something ‘touches heart’ acts showed by those children participant in their intuitions to help their mitras. What was happened actually is, with the natural feeling and without any instructions, automatically, each of those children sincerely shared out some of their foods to give to their mitras. The mitras were crying watching this incident as they feel very touched. Although I not be at that time watching this incident, I still can feel very touched by only hearing to this story.

Actually, from this incident, we can think back to ourselves, have we ever share out our belongings so sincerely, like those children, to help those who in need? From what I think, may be it ‘looks’ simple to do like those children but mostly we just stop at this ‘look’ level. When we have the chance to do this sharing, I think most of us could not do as sincere as those children. This happens only if we got the intention to share our things out, but there are many among us nowadays even not willing to offer their help towards those in need. Maybe we blamed on the development of our society nowadays which, care only to our own problems that causes this sad scene. But actually we should know that we can change this by starting to change and educate our inner self. We must know and be able to differentiate on what is right and what is wrong, and also what should we do and what we don’t, and we should not just follow blindly as being pulled by the development of the society. As a human, we have the ability called ‘humanitarism’ which makes us care about others beings and not selfish of our own selves, so let us use this ability wisely and please don’t waste this wonderful and special ability by keeping it just to ourselves.

Sushi King treat... ^_^

My birthday have passed more than a month.. but my 'brothers' still want to celebrate it wit me today..actually not they didn't remember to celebrate it wit me, is me myself too busy doing my club activities things and my academics things.. so, when today i feel quite free, the conditions enough 4 me to go out enjoy with them... Fortunately, in this month, SushiKing got a promotion which after sending a sms to Sushi King, we can eat 1 and free 1, means if you eat for rm4 plate things, you will get another rm4 plate free... i ate until 10 plates...fuh..full until want to letup...haha..
But feel really paiseh when my friends all share their money to treat me...haha..anyway, really thank you guys!!!! ^0^

The golden spoon...

There is a story...

A person who name is Jack,

He had just bought a spoon made of gold.
When he uses it for his meal, he found out that his gold spoon does not 'match' his ceramic bowl. So, he felt very uneasy and not comfortable.

So, he went to buy an expensive and very good quality of bowl. He thought he will be happy when having his meal. But, things went out of his thought, Jack suddenly found out that the dining table does not 'match' with his bowl and spoon. Then, he starting to feel uncomfortable again. So, now he plan to buy a very classy and stylish dining table to 'match' with his bowl and spoon.

When he got the table which can 'match' his spoon and bowl, he thought that everything is enough. But, things happen again in the opposite way, when he saw the stylish, classy and expensive dining table, he again found out that the set of dining chairs does not look good with his dining table..Now, he want to change the set of dining chairs to those which can 'match' with his dining table.

So, when he finally get his chairs, table, spoon and bowl 'match'ed. He found out that these are still not enough, those expensive chairs, table,spoon and bowl does not match his house. So, he has the great feeling to move to a new, big, expensive and nice house to match with what he had.
When he moved into his new and big house, he thought he already satisfied on what he has. But, later he found out that his car does not match his house, so he now going to change his car to a more better and stylish one.
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So...do you think Jack will be satisfied after he got his new and stylish car?
if your answer is yes,
Sorry, i don't think so...don't you think we just like Jack?
We always craving endlessly..from a small little things, we usually crave over things which we think that they 'could make our life better', but do you think those things really can help us?

STOP..and think... What is our motive to go and craving for things? do those things really can help us in life? It is important to think first before spending money,time and emotional to those things, which we 'think' we like to have them. PLZ DONT be like Jack...craving for those unmeaningful things will ended you in nowhere. THE MORE THINGS YOU HAVE, THE WORRIER YOU ARE..SO, why make your life so suffer???

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FOR JACK,
Do you think that those expensive things you have will remain with you forever?? What will you do if those things gone in a blink of eyes, either by robbery, fire or nature disaster?? Can you easily accept it? Let me remind you, the greater craving you have, the greater worry or phobia you have on losing those things...
AND another thing, You CANT take those together with you after you passed away... SO THINK CAREFULLY O....

DEAR me, do not feel tired and busy or SCARED!!!!

Tests are coming, i have so much to digest.
Activities so much, i need to participate.
My heart is so lazy, and my body actually feel a bit tired.
Besides, i also have other personal problems... i have a little bit of tummy dy...my fitness,speed, agility and skills all went down...haih...*0*

When see all together at a glance...fuh..i feel very STRESS!!!! TIRED!!!!BUSY!!!! AND... of course SCARED!!!! what do i scared? i really scared i couldn't catch up wit other people else.... arghhhh..

Anyway, that is one of view of seeing into there matters la.....but i choose to list all the things down.. Then i set priority to each things which i need to do...At this time, of course have to do planning la...D most Important THING is do not ever feel panic!!! Need to mindset that every problem have its own solution..even it does not have solution, it will have way for us not to die so teruk...haha... Those who say do not have solution are those make their decision very fast without claming down and think awhile..these people i would like to label as 'easy give up' type..n i will try not to belong in this group...haha

Then, when i finishing each in my list, i should concentrate in what i am doing. I shall not keep thinking the other that i havent do..As this will make me feel tired, stress, and scared... the most important short sentence ~LIVE IN THE MOMENT~..if i can do this, i can feel the happiness and the Ohm of finishing each task in my list...haha

As time keep flowing, i still need to learn to be living in each moment... and do you know why this moment is very special and we should happy with it???????~~becoz it is call 'PRESENT'...we always feel happy when we receive present especially birthday present...so, let us feel happy as we receive this PRESENT MOMENT....

My First Blog....

my first blog begins......


What I need to write in here ar?
I think I want to explain why do I put my blog title as 'deep heart'..
'deep heart' this word which i choose because i hope i can share out what are inside my heart and mind. mmm...although deep heart sounds quite weird in english, but it sounds cool when it is in chinese,心深.

So, to go parallel to my blog title, i chose a heart template which it carries a quote 'trust your heart' which go very well with my title..and also its background colour is red==my favourite colour..haha

So, i reli hope that i can have time to share out what contain in my mind in this blog...opinions, experiences, emotions and so on....

As this is my starting point, i would wish myself good luck and 'gambatei'...haha...and also i want to share my merits of good deeds to all of beings, may you be well and happy...