'dana' (giving)

Suddenly realise a bit about the meaning of dana...
realise that if we do dana without wisdom...
it will bring worries and many negative feeling....

this morning, i sweep my room's floor..
as usual, i start sweeping from my room
then i will challenge myself to sweep the whole house except d rooms of my friends..
as my house is a double stories house...
i realise that very few people will do like me..
sweeping the whole house...
y waste time 4 that??
i better use the time to read books or sleeping..
that might things that flying inside most of our head...
i oso noe that this will oso fly inside my head...
but i thought of if i dint sweep d floor...
my housemate oso wont sweep them...
the house will be more n more dirty...
every1 oso bcome more n more uncomfortable..
so
if i realise this is a bad attitude to be selfish
y i need 2 follow this attitude
if i want 2 change
i need 2 do and overcome this attitude

THE BATTLE OF ME and ME BEGINS.....


both side have d same amount of armies
same amount of General
but 1 side ME has d WISDOM, COMPASSION and DETERMINATION
another side has d EVIL, LAZINESS and SELFISHNESS
fight...
fight...
fight...
fight...
fight....
fight....
as i was sweeping d floor...
guess who will win....



haha...
like most of d movies...
of course good side will win la...
i was thinking...
dana is giving with voluntary...
giving with compassion...
with the spirit of hoping it will benefit others...
we never gv things that will hurt others...
so if what we do benefit others...
y we need 2 kira-kira(calculate) bout what we do???
like NIKE said "just do it"

the feeling of conquered the evil side...
so happy..
so enjoy....
like i already conquered one state of my mind country..
no pain no gain..
if i doesnt start d war
i will not get this winning...
it is worth 4 it
very worth...
if we want to change
we need to do and determine to do until the end
only loser that quits
thats the law of nature
dont just stop at talk onli
no use
to say 'i want to change'
then does not take any action towards that
the talk is meaningless
is empty
just an excuse
we need to do what we already determine
then we can grows in our life
of course do things toward d good side la....haha

for those haven learn buddhism
can try 2 learn learn
what the Buddha teach..
not exactly a religion
is about a teaching about how 2 become a TRUE HUMAN
what MANUSIA is about...
living beings which can be upgrade
all of the best psychology, philosophy, lifestyle, thinking, etc...
are all inside the teaching...
dont believe?
go c c la..
(if u want 2 c d result,
u need 2 be patient, sincere and d determination)
haha
no need 2 so formal n stress bout that la...
juz enjoy
life is about enjoy.....haha