PuXian Pusa really come????

u know wat...
i think pu xian pusa really come and find me....
yesterday i have weird dream...
this dream come to inspire me...
reli make me touched until i wake up..
i still can remember the plot of d dream and have clear memories of some events in the dream..

so below this,
i would take u into what i dreamed of...( it is not real, but it happens in my dream..)
the dream start off...
i was going to have an Annual Camp meeting in one of seniors house, which looks like my house...
so dat day, when i reach the house,
i looked around the house,
then an aunty come out with a mooncakes which already cut into 4 pieces..
i remember i took the part which gt the biggest egg york.. haha
then i say thank you to her..
after finish eat dy...
i call everybody to gather to have the meeting..
as i do so...
the aunty looks at me and requested that she got something wanna discuss with me...
looks like very important things..
so i ask everyone to take 5 first as i go talk to aunty...
dunno why i feel that the aunty is very quite close to me..
then as i walk with the aunty to upperfloor of the house..
the aunty ask me whether i am ok o not for the posts i helding...
i think i din answer her n i only smile at her...
then she said,
last time she used to be secreatary of a Buddhist club...
that time she also faces many difficulties
and she said it is a very normal thing..
she said that secreatary post in a buddhist society helps her a lot..
on how to use what she had learnt in Dhamma
to cope up with her difficulties..
and she said that d secreatary job are different from the chairman job...
as a chairman,
she said u need to work up wit people..
the difficulties is how to mix up with people...
she said that d position i now be is more difficult than her last time...
so she ask me to be patient and encourages me not to give up easily..
that time i only listen to what she said to me...
i decided to take that as advice...
then she ask me to see an E-mail
so i look at the E-mail and read it...I REALLY CAN SEE THE WORD ONE BY ONE AND READ IT OUT...
i didnot memorise all but it is almost like this and gt this point..( dunno why, it is really in Malay~)


KEPADA JING SHEN,

Pada masa kini, leaders dipilih mengikut populariti. Jika seseorang mempunyai populariti yang baik, maka senang lah ia menjadi pemimpin..adakah ini perkara yang baik? jikalau seseorang adalah kurang kemampuan tetapi mampu mendapat populariti untuk menjadi memimpin..apakah yang akan berlaku kepada organisasi tersebut jika kita memilih pemimpin yang kurang kemampuan tersebut daripada pemimpin yang berkaliber? Akan tetapi, keadaan adalah berbeza bagi kamu.. kamu dipilih untuk menjadi sebahagian daripada pemimpin yang bertanggung jawab meneruskan cahaya lampu yang diwarisi turun temurun sejak 2500 tahun yang lalu..Kamu perlu menjadi seorang yang tidak mudah berputus asa.

i was really touched when i read the last few lines..i wake up instantaniously due to the touch feeling i have...
when i open my eyes,
i was like wanna straight find a paper and a pen to write down what i dream juz now...
but after thinking awhile that i need to get down stairs to get d pen and paper..
i feel lazy dy...then i sleep back...
haha...

when i sleep back..
i return back to the dream..
now...i asking every1 to gather together to discuss about Annual Camp..
so we finding place to sit down..
the weird thing here is the committies choses to sit outside of the house where sit under the sun..
wah...
i feel cannot la like this..
so i said that it is not suitable to sit there as later reli become hot...
then i look into the living room..
i decided to arrange the sofa and table to aside..
making room for every one to sit down..
one of the commitee said " here so small how can sit o..."
i remember i said to him that, ' today a few people come onli, enough space to sit d la"
dat time really a few commitee attand onli..coz it is after final dy, then many when back 4 holidays...
so we gather those who availabe to do the last GM,
the GM to see wether everything is settled dy o not...
then before we start d meeting,
i see our senoir, Bro Chen Kang arrived wit a very popular spiritual figure...
i oso couldn't think of any reason that he would appear here...
i was like...
isnt he...
d Dalai Lama???
then i see my seniors like Tony there all
welcoming Dalai Lama like very long know each other..
then the weird thing is
Dalai Lama give us each a red packet
i was remember i saying
"thank you , Dalai Lama.." while kneeled down to accept his gift.. i looked at his face and he smiled at me...
i see mine packet...
Rm100 le...
my god..
then i remember there is a person who also give a red packet to Dalai Lama..
then Dalai lama went to have his meal in the dining room..
then Bro.Chen Kang sits down to have the meeting with us...
another weird things happen there also,
Bro Chen Kang offers to be the secreatary helper for me to do the minutes of the meeting..
then i see him turning his diary to look at the previous meeting minutes and ask me wether wanna report what is in the last meeting...
i still remember dat i 4got 2 bring my diary which have the last meeting things...
coz i thought juz wanna have unsettle things solve onli so forgot to bring...
then i answer to Bro. Chen Kang that we can hear the last meeting minutes...
then i see Bro. Chen Kang turn at a page...
then he start reading what is in the page..
then it turns out that he read the wrong meeting agenda which lead all of us feel something wrong about wat he is reading...
we all laugh until.....hahaha
then he quicky search for the right minutes...
then the dream starting to get blur and blurer...
then i wake up dy...
this time..
i faster brush my teeth and on my lap top
to record down what journey i going juz now in here...
haha...
anyway, anything above is juz from my dream ar,
many i couldnt know how this situation could happen in my dream...
like e-mail in malays, Dalai Lama, mooncakes, Bro ChenKang etc...
i dunno why and how...
so if got any offences, i apologize about that...

but i believe, this dream really come to inspire me..and give me advice..
may be, Pu Xian Pusa came n meet me....
gan en .. gan en...

Anyway, ~WAT a DREAM~

Bodhisatva Samantabhadra (Pu Xian pusa)~~ I need ur Help~~`

Pu Xian Pusa...
where are u now??
i really need ur help to pass over these challenges...
can you hear my voice???
will you see my blog over here??

but i believe you will come...
coz i noe it...
You know what...
i actually feel quite tired...
body is tired...
dunno why i feel like body is quite weak..
but i still have alot to do...
but i chooses to take it as mindful as i can...
i c others like seniors also working hard...
i really appreciate them..
thanks...

but i also have my own problems...
i need to face it and overcome it...
but say is very easy...
very very very hard to do le...
actually i have failed a few times...
but i keep keeping the believe...
the believe that i would change this situations...
the energy that keep me going on is the energy from the Dhamma..
only from here can give me the true strength...

and thanks to your ten vows, Pu Xian Pusa...

1. To pay homage and respect to all Buddhas.
2. To praise all the Buddhas.
3. To make abundant offerings. (i.e. give generously)
4. To repent misdeeds and evil karmas.
5. To rejoice in others' merits and virtues.
6. To request the Buddhas to continue teaching.
7. To request the Buddhas to remain in the world.
8. To follow the teachings of the Buddhas at all times.
9. To accommodate and benefit all living beings.
10. To transfer all merits and virtues to benefit all beings.

ur vows have given me the strength to move on...
coz i realise that life isn't easy
to wake up from this 'dream' is not easy,

beings from unlimited boundaries need to know the truth,
worries that keep us in suffering need to overcome,
methods of practise Dhamma unlimited need to be learnt
and the road of Buddhahood need to be accomplised....

because beings are from different characteristics and behavior,
i shall not give up easily...
i should learn to accept...
then learn how to overcome these problems...
if this method can't help,
then learn to use other methods...
Dhamma is very important in our life...
how could i give up ???
how could I not to share this so important thing with other people????
so,
puxian pusa...
i hope u can hear me...
and come and help me...
together we make the situation now become better..
thus the wheel of dhamma can still continue rolling in not only my U, but also in this world...

sabbe satta suki hottu....