I thought....

these are the most beautiful words
which we often use as excuses
in hope that
we cover up the mistakes we have done
which in the other words
we do not want the blame fall on us

so we use "I thought..." ~ "wo yi wei...."
most of us is like dat...
including me also...
very scared to admit
that me myself have make the mistakes...
if there are place to put blame,
quickly we want to put the blame into there..
when we push the blame away..
we feel much better..

actually is our mistakes,
but we push away and make it become none of my business
is it the right way to do that?
do we actually feel better?
do we think about the feeling of those being blamed because of our mistakes?
what do they think?
what will i feel if i am in their shoes?

We all should responsible of our own doings...
we should understand that..
eventhough we pushed our mistakes aside and pretend like nothing going on
we surely will still face the consequences
only it matters about time and seriousness
if we still stubborn to admit our mistakes and do not vow to change,
we can lead to facing more serious consequences later on..
if we choose to face our mistakes and admit it, thus make a vow to change
we can see that we can easily accept the consequences
thus it is very less serious compared than we chose not to face it...

so...
stop blaming others..
there is a saying that..
when we use a finger to point outwards,
the others finger of our hands are pointing back to ourselves...
always look back to ourselves
see what is our inner self looks like..
on how to see our inner self..
we can try meditate..
only meditation can calm down our mind
when the sea water of big waves being calmed down become lake water,
you can see what is in the water... ( of course, the water need to be the crystal clear la..haha)

so,
the beginning of a journey,
the travel to our heart..... do you start dy???